This is it I Just can't take it anymore,
All i know is I Like this girl,
Like a disease she plagues my mind,
Even tho my feeling i can't hide.
She makes me happier then i have ever been.
So why do i feel like i've lost again.
Music use to calm me down.
Now its her face that makes me drown.
Losing sleep every night.
Won't even eat can't even write.
Losing my mind i'm going insane.
All i got is my heart to Blame.
Tucked in a corner crying everyday.
Nobody has ever made me feel this way,
See her face everywhere i turn,
Like a fire in my heart it burns,
I'm not going to try to in press her at all,
Just gonna be me But i know i'll fall.
Holding her was the greatest thing,
But without her where will i be.
Don't wont to tell her how i feel,
Can't even believe this is real,
She got me tore up inside,
Its Easier If i just died.
Rejection is whats gonna hurt the most,
I feel it coming, So do i lose hope,
I don't even want to play my guitar,
My feelings hit me like crashing a car.
Like a virus Beneath my skin,
She the vaccine That i can't even get.
I feel like Just Givin up at times,
So why is it so hard for me to try.
When i know that i probly done f up.
All i do is watch the clock,
Watching time ticking by,
Time only stops Looking in her eyes,
I want to call her,
But i want to cry,
I don't want to rush her,
I Don't want to pressure
All i know is how i feel about her,
She like an unopened letter,
Scared to open and scared to read,
I'll understand if she don't like me.
She might even think that i am a freak
But i'll just plead insanity,
After all its what she's done to me.
