I let these lies u tell me become truth to me
so i can have this hope that u will be there
because when i make believe that u love me
i feel complete and almost happy
i have doubt in my mind that u dont want me
but i keep on listening to u and try not to hurt u
if i let that truth come out that i dont believe u
then im scard that your gonna completely leave me
because i like having that hope that ur still here
and that u still love me
and even when i know im right about u i dont want that half a thought about ur lies to become real to me
i want to make believe that what u say is true
because i dont want u to stop talking to me
and i dont want to know for sure that ur gone...
because when i tell myself that ur lies are true then my heart thinks that someday we will make it through and that u will be mine and in my arms forever
u were my first true love and i dont want that to die in my mind
when i really think about it i know ur just trying to make me feel bad for u so i still trust u
but really all ur doing is keeping urself safe and not caring about me
so when i relize that u dont love me i will make it through with the rest of my life
and finally get over the fact that all u have ever done to me is mind games
breaking my heart...
