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by gabby Jul 27, 2008 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
Your arms around me, when I'm scared. Your bright blue eyes, staring at me when I'm with you. I sit on the porch and wonder how it would be if I would have waited and let things settle..... I miss when we would watch movies and end up sleeping. Your stupid little comments when i don't understand something about your video games, and how you used to explain it to me so i would understand it... Your hands fixing my hair when it would get messed up. The way you would pout when i didn't want to hold your hand. I shouldn't want your arms around me after that night, but they are all i can think about. My eyes haven't seen a night that i haven't cried since we broke up. Only three people know how i really am, and the sad thing to say is that u used to be one of them. When ever we talk i start to cry. Our song makes me break down and cry...just thinking about it makes my world crumble. I know i shouldn't still love you and i know that i shouldn't still care. But its so difficult so move on and try to forget someone that changed my whole world. I know that you miss me and i know that you still love me but we cant ever be together again. I lost all trust in you, I cant be around you without being scared for myself. I still love you, and Ive been wanting to tell you that....but i cant say it....i shouldn't say it.....but i still miss you