Control

Your safe
and you lay in peace,
but i sit here with the pain
and it won't release
Small little words
as big as a moth
can hurt me so bad
but they won't piss off
It cuts
and climbs right through
the anger and pain
i cry for you!
Small little marks
lay on my wrist
you can see the scare
when sqeeze my fist
Its a bit like a puzzle
just pictures and no words to be said
all the wrong peices
mixed up in my head
Some will stay
some will go
but there is one little peice
that won't fit it just says no
A tiny little whisper
not a tear to cry
just faintly say it in my ear
just tell me why
Because untill i find the peice
thats missing from this place
i can't carrying on
with the fake smile on my face
No matter where i go
your always in my heart
but i need you to leave me
and just drift apart
Because your the reason
i am mad
and your the reaosn
i am sad
You left me with questions
but no answers to fill the gaps
it like a running course
running laps after laps
Becuase the answers are never there
but the pain and anger are
it like your keeping it from me
and its going to far
i need to let go
and start a a brand new
all by myself
even without you
Cuz i need to get on
and there nothing left to say
so please just leave me
and just fade away
You left the pain and anger
and a empty hole
but thats what you did to me
and now i have no control!