Reassuring Smile

Maybe you not knowing is something good.
I'd rather you be oblivious
and for my pain to not be understood.
I'll just hide away in the abyss.

I can live while being chilled to the bone
and forgotten at the end of the day
as long as my misery is unknown.
Left forgotten is better in a way.

The only thing that smile reassures is pain
and at that point I'm being ignored.
Unfortunately my feelings I must contain.
Sharing these thoughts I can't afford.

"To the heart and mind, ignorance is kind."
With this quote I must agree.
I'd rather you to be unharmed and blind.
Maybe you shouldn't love me.