I'm still thinking about you

I went to sleep late last night because i was thinking hard
I thought about everything i have been through, and how I'm scarred
I just couldn't close my eyes and lay down to rest
Because i was thinking about this pain that i have in my chest

No matter what i do, i just can't stop thinking
I try and try but it feels like all I'm doing is sinking
Please somebody give me a hand and help me through
Because i just don't know what else to do

I can't even lie, i think about her every night
But i just sit down and pray that god will show me a light
Show me a light so i can get away from this pain
I know its not my fault, and i know I'm not the one to blame

Even though it's her fault part of me thinks i did something wrong
All I did was try to be the best for her but i guess I'm just not strong
But why me? Out of so many guys out there, why break my heart?
I tried i really did, but i guess we were meant to be apart

I hope you have now long since forgotten about me
Because you and me were never meant to be
I try not to think because i don't want to know whats true
But my mind will always drift away and still think about you