Shame On Me (Completely True Story)

First time you hurt me, I was young, immature
Love was a mystery, of that I am sure
Two nights I had cried, Three months I just waited
No matter what I did, you I never hated
School began again, freshman year, woohoo
But the best thing was, I got to see you
Friends we just were, At least at the time
But soon later on, Once again you were mine
It went just perfect, for a week or more
Until I found out, there were others, yea four
Second time you hurt me, I cried to my friends
They said I was stupid, to had gone back again
I knew they were right, so I sat in my pain
But still I wanted you, oh I drove myself insane
The silent treatment works, sadly not forever
The line between you and me, soon began to sever
Leaving on our school trip, your stare hard to dismiss
By the end of the day, we shared our first kiss
The next day so elated, I was floating on air
Until the next night I found, Life wasnt always fair
It wasnt me you wanted; you wanted my cousin, MY FAMILY!
Her you wished to have, with her you wanted to be
Third time you hurt me, Shame, shame on you!
Once again you proved, that you couldnt stay true
A year then flew by, now a sophomore in high school
I made myself a promise, Gave myself a rule
You I must ignore, Stay away from the heart throb player
Id keep myself safe, if I forgot the repeating heart slayer
Again my walls crumbled, my trust in you repaired
My love for you, never had been impaired
Finally you committed, you stayed true to your heart
You loved me for who I was, you never faked the part
Things got kind of crazy, we went a little far
To the next level we had gone, but then smacked into a bar
We agreed apart wed be safer, apart wed truly behave
Then maybe, just maybe, our sins wed unslave
Over the break we were sad, but knew our love was strong
But then I found out, all this was wrong
Back then he lied; it wasnt only me he had loved
Once again he played, with the ones that he beloved
Fourth time you hurt me, not shame on you, but shame on me
Forever I had thought, me and you it could be
In the end I found, my trust for you was lost
My heart is now broken, it sadly paid the cost
Its pieces so badly broken, its impossible to love again
You shattered what was left, took it all away in the end
No one else Ill ever love, my heart you will never restore
But all those tiny pieces, Will be forever yours </3

This is exactly what happened between me and the love of my life, people still don't understand why I stayed with him so long. But like I said, Love is a Mystery, now we are just friends but I still care for him with my whole heart. I'm sorry how long this was^ but this relationship went on for years, thanks for reading and please comment your opinions =)