Depths Of Eternity

*This is not a poem. I needed to pour my feelings out, so I just said what i felt.*

Depressed and empty.
I lay my feelings bare for the tears I cry will change my destiny.
Sometimes I can't concentrate on the right thing to do. I cry. I sit and contemplate on how to make things better. But it seems no matter what, everything I do is wrong.
I try to improve, I try to fix it all. But no good comes out of it.
Maybe, Im not trying hard enough?
Or are my thoughts to pure?
Is my thinking to wrong?
I feel as if Im falling into a bottomless pit and noone's there to save me. But myself. I am broken.
I know my heart is strong. But my love I have for people, is deep. Deep enough to battle the demons within me and make it to the end. I just don't know how right now. And Im desperately trying to get there. Somehow. Someway. I will.
I'll gather the love that's within my heart, and take it with me. To the depths of eternity.

I know that this isn't a poem or anything, but I had to express myself somehow and this was the only way. So please tell me what you think. suggestions, advice. thankss.

-Ashlei.