Sorry To All The People I've Hurt

Sorry to you
For shouting at you.
For not getting the facts
Before seeing it through.
For not letting you talk
And just deciding to yell.
Sorry I didn't
Handle it well.
For overreacting,
And being unkind.
For making you hurt,
And making you cry.

Sorry to you
For mistreating you.
For wanting it to be me
Instead of us two.
For saying those things
To deliberately hurt.
Sorry I made
The situation worse.
For throwing a tantrum,
And being immature.
For not making things
The way they were before.

Sorry to you
For laughing at you.
For demanding the old,
And not accepting the new.
For trying to make
You choose between things.
Sorry I didn't see
The joy that she brings.
For having a laugh,
And not lending an ear.
For acting like this
To everyone this year.

But you look drained,
And you look alone.
You look silly,
And I can't condone
How all this has happened,
How nothing's going to plan.
How I don't have the world
In the palm of my hand.
How I can't control life
And make it like it was.
How I feel so shaken,
How I feel so lost.

You're all in the right
But I'm not in the wrong.
You dance your dances,
I'll sing my song.