I'm mad inside,but i hide the pain in my eyes.
I wish i could cry,but i will not,
because i will be strong,and hold on for my mothers sake.
for she has asked me too.
and her promise is one i wish not to break.
because she is my heart,
my soul, my everything,
so much joy to me she brings.
I wish i could be with her where i will no longer be sad,
or remember all the anger i had once had.
I wish to be with her in that cold bitter cell,
where everyone is anything but well.
but for me it would be so much better,
cause then i would be free,
free from all the anger inside of me.
so i wont always be mad inside,
or have to hide any pain in my eyes.