Totally trashed

I loved you
I still do
But I am no longer like you
I laugh along
Like a fool
Yet the one who escaped your pool

You need to
Open your eyes
Things you must recognize
When you trash
Like you do
You are destroying yourself too

Through and through
A good heart
But the truth is we now live apart
No longer that
Another plunder
Flew away to a different Bandar

Inside of you
Within me
Lies deeper greatness than you see
Time has come
My new side
What I can be and don't want to hide

In the midst
Of the night
I lie nakedly exposed and hear his plight
The one
Who maybe see?
The trashed life was never meant for me