Death wish

This sweet pain
this numbing bliss
as i slowly cut my wrist
as my crimson soul falls to the floor
it only makes me want it more
death please call my name
i will came to you with no shame

this pounding in my head
keeps repeating what he said
you are nothing, it makes me cry
maybe thats why I'm shy
this smile on my face is such a lie
as inside i slowly die

as the memory of the night flood my mind
thats when death is what i want to find