I Am

I'm lost
But know where
I'm supposed to be
I hurt
Yet I can't
Feel anything
I'm alone
But there are
People all around
I fall
Yet never
Leave the ground
I talk
Yet don't
Say anything
I see
But am blind
To everything
I breathe
But I don't
Have any air
I'm here
Yet somehow
Way out there
I listen
But am deaf
From all the silence
I behave
Yet am troubled
By all my defiance
I get it
But don't know
What I should do
I trust
But never
Believe you
I win
But am not sure
What game we're playing
I understand
But have no clue
What you saying
I'm done
But just can't
Seem to stop
I'm high
Yet nowhere
Near the top
I try
But already
Gave up
I wonder
Why I'll never
Be good enough