I'm so lost and confused
I just don't know what to do.
Every move I make,
and every word i say,
seems to be so wrong.
It's so hard for me to let go,
and so hard to move on,
even though
i never really had you in the first place.
now as i stumble through this hazy life,
it is my steps i must retrace.
and once again
my heart i will try to mend
but it will still be one part weaker,
just like every time before.