Nobody ever realizes what someone goes threw until that person finally tells them the truth. Don't judge people on how they feel or how they act. All they have been threw made them like that and you guys just don't understand. You don't understand how it is to be forgotten. You don't understand how it is to just lock yourself in your room to just lay in bed and cry. Cry because there is nothing else for you to do. Cry and cry until you can't cry anymore. You guys don't know how it feels to want to run away and never come back. To just forget about your past, about your present and not think about the future. You guys have no idea how it feels not sleep for days because you have so much anger and stress that you stay up all night crying your eyes out and thinking what am I still doing here if all I want to do is die. You guys have no idea how hard it is to actually know what you are going to do for the next 2 years, the same thing every day. You guys have no idea so don't judge. Don't tell me to be happy when you know the truth and you know how it is. Don't try to change it because you can't. Don't tell me I've changed when you have no idea what you are talking about. Don't say anything if you don't know how it is to just want to crawl up in a corner and cry your heart out </3
