For so long
I have held on
Denying the Truth
To Be next to you
I'm about to drown
in these tears
the pain is to much
Building up through the years
All i needed was your love
To see you live laugh and enjoy life
Not to see you struggle
Or to see you give up without a try
Ive done as much as i can
and its been way to long
For you to keep using me
I am not that strong
Mom, try a little harder
To live for me
the alcohol needs to be gone
Your spirit needs to be free
I had to stop trying,
I didn't want to give up
But you lead me to this
the last ten years was enough
I can't cry every night
I can't let you lean on me,
I can't be strong for you,
when you can't for me
You need help
You need it right now
We've done our best
Your still at your worst, how?
It's hard to see the one who understands you the most slip away, and you can't stop them when you know that they don't want to try anymore. It's harder to feel that you don't mean enough to someone {especially when your a mommas girl and its your mom} to keep them alive... when they want to just give up and throw their life into misery.
I didn't want to stop my relationship between you and i,
But you have given me no choice,
the mistakes add up, my heart has been torn too much.
From your actions have drowned me in pain.
I can't take anymore wondering if your going to be alive the next day, or wondering why you don't answer your phone. Goodbye to you... loved you and always will... but i wont always be there anymore.
