Blue shadow

Last night I woke up to see
Demeaning cries and mournful screams
I really don't know who I really should be
Because the truth of life never shows up on my dreams

Yes, you know I lie
When I say I'm fine
Every time I die
My soul break, my life is all Aline

My world is nothing but dusty paintings of hopes and faith.
Every time I fall
I see how much you all hate
Me;but I still wait for my call

I am torchered, I am hurt,
I bleed and I die
Then once again I stand in court
Of reality to lie

My heart is broken
Every time you're not there to see me again.
You come and fix my sliced heart and you're are forsaken
But the thread you use to mend the pain

Every time I bleed
Is made up of your fiber of alloyed truth.
But I still love you for everything you did;
You inspired me to find the hidden route

That I couldn't see
I know you weren't always here when I fell
But at least you want me to be what I wanna be
And help me go to heaven from this hell

I love you but I know
You are unfaithful
And every time you go
Away from me to be faithful

To her: I don't worry
For I love you more than anything in the world.
So I say its okay when you say sorry
You couldn't find me when I was left out in the cold.

Thank you for helping me
When I was helpless
Thank you for everything but now I must say goodbye
I have to leave you with her to solve this mess.