I'm a 5"6 blond girl who has a secret side
When people try to help me, I only hide
I hate when people try to take control of me
I have to show my dark side which shouldn't be
Other times I can be hilariously funny, sweet, and laid-back
But when the words flow out I tend to crack
I dislike people who try to be something they're not, just be yourself
It's stupid when they think they're someone else
I have fights with my parents every single day
They always have so many hurtful things to say
I listen to dark music, Evanescence, Underoath, Escape The Fate
There's many more, and few bands I might hate
Once I get angry, there's no stopping me at all
I lash out with fury in my eyes, and fight until I fall
I don't trust anyone anymore, and I have my reasons
My moods can change 100x faster than the seasons
I've never tried suicide, but I get pretty close to it
I scream inside myself to get rid of this
I break down under pressure and stress
And when people threaten and say I'm not the best
I know I'm not perfect, I like how I am
If someone has a problem, I don't give a damn
I can't really explain this side, it's too complex
To sum it up, it's full of pain, memories, and regrets
