I never travel too far from home
Without seeing I'm all alone .
Where the pain doesn't hurt anymore
It's just a sting, then it's gone.
Now I'm back
To where I was before.
Miserable
Sleeping is uncomfortable.
I tried to confess
That I'm a mess.
You blew me off
And that I won't forget.
I know I'm better than this
I just someone's help.
I've dropped the blades
And plead to be insane.
Tried to be positive
But I'm out of it.
I'm sick of solitary
PLEASE just hear me.
I don't know
Where else to turn.
I'm writhing in wrongs
So I can't run.
I'm calling out to you
So help if you choose.
I'm tired
And living is complicated
I've been dead for so long
That I can't just fake it.
I'm not okay
And your words won't make me be.
I'm hiding now underneath my sheets
I'm safe somehow with my invisible plea.
