I just can't believe you're gone,
&& all the promises you spoke of have fallen,
I just hope you remember the day,
when I turned but you're the one who walked away.
I could feel. . .
my world becoming one big earthquake,
feel the blood rush to my heart,
where I knew it was bound to be breaking,
all my walls were crumbling down,
&& swelling up inside was all the pain that I couldn't hide,
I knew at that moment nothing between us would ever be the same.
Knowing what I know now,
what really hurts the most,
is remembering how things use to be,
&& knowing all the things I wanna say,
can't be heard.
If I knew then what I know about you now,
maybe I would have been more careful,
questioned you more,
trusted you less,
wouldn't had been your best friend,
maybe.
Rome wasn't built in a day but,
you broke down every part of me,
that thought I'd ever need you again.
So close we became,
but so fast we went in seperate ways,
it seems just like yesterday,
but those memories are distant,
&& so is the person you use to be.
