Daddy Are You Still There?

Why do you walk away when i need you most?
all the promises were nothing but a hoax's
when things at home are chaotic and a mess
you walk out the door causing more stress
why cant you and mom get along?
whenever theres a fight you are long gone
constantly drinking always found at the bar
what are you doing??
drinking your life away
for all the misery at home
why do you even stay?
you are supposed my farther
the strong man who keeps this house together
always providing
knowing the answer
what happen to that man
i looked up to and admired
he's long gone
alcohol has eaten him away
changing the man i once loved