Invisibility (08)

You never knew me at all
So how can you say I've changed?
You yourself built these walls
And I'm still the same
A broken girl with tight lips
Glassy eyes, a perfect fit
I've always been the third wheel
Permanently sneaking in on little love worlds
They're so in love
And I'm so ignored
Every word I say just gets them bored
Invisible, I mean nothing
I stand in the way of everyone's something
Raised voices and glares
You're smart for not staying here
Push me away
Everyone does
I can't waste away when I'm already crushed
These scars hold my fears
For everyone to see
But everything else I am
Isn't the real me
I hide away my world
I cover up my pain
And everytime I wanna speak
I don't, because it's always the same
This place is somewhere I don't belong
Because all my actions are only wrong
So close your eyes so you don't see
I'm not a martyr, just being me
A lifeless body with a story
My death so subtle and pleasing
Watch it come to me