It's finally ending and I feel lost again
I thought I could live without you but I didn't want it to end like it did
Sour words and hate floating in the air
I thought you said you loved me, it's just not fair
I guess I've changed but I didn't change for the worse
You did and now everything you say to me really hurts
If you wanna change me
Go ahead
F u c k i n g medicate me
Soothe the sting, of my suffering
Wash away my sins
Take everything you want from me
I wanna live again
Heal my cuts just to split me wide open
Bring me down, I know it's what you were hoping to do
I'll never be anything until I'm just like you
Alone and broken, with the searing pain
Alone and broken and suffering
Make me just like you
F u c k i n g medicate me
Until Im just like new
So you can slice me apart and turn me black and blue
