Confuse-feel like dying

Like a dying rose
the gut feeling of emptiness
i feel so alone and sad
i feel like dying

Emotional pain i cant handled
my mother is gone and my father hates me
no one to love me
no one dares to help me no one care
i feel like dying

My heart stoped dancing to the music of life
praying that this emotional pain will end the
starting of the closing chapter of my lfie
slowly falling asleep to a better place
i feel like dying

I cant remember the last time i felt free from hearing
voices in my head
the cold keeps getting colder
i can feel the creeper crawling through my blood
i feel like dying

It feels like a permanent solution to all my temporary problems
I feel like dying.