I get so sick to my stomach
when I realize all the love
I have poured out to you
has gone to waste.
Like a running tap of water being
drained down the sink,
while you been using bottle
water on the side.
It hurts to see you with
someone else when I told you
you meant the whole world to me.
It was the only time in my life
where I wish I was blind,
it was so painful to see.
Do you remember the times when
we would talk about getting
married in 2 or 3 years?
You're the only one I have ever
open up too,
I even told you my biggest fear.
I was the one who was always there
to try to stop you from crying,
and who caught your tears.
It makes me so sick to my stomach
that words can't even described.
Maybe my doctor can tell you how
sick you made me with all the
medication he has prescribed.
