That Last Thursday

From then until forever,
I'm going to remember
That Thursday was the last day,
We did anything together

The last kiss
The last cuddle
The last hold
The last dinner

The last affinity
The last drive
The last intimacy,
The last look into your eyes

The last embrace
The last care
The last "I love you..."
That I wish was there

The last quarrel
The last exonerate
The last "see you later,"
The last time we relate

The last pet names
The last "I'm amazing"
The last I thought I had you,
The last baby

You were beyond perfect for me
Just ask all my friends
Now I think you hate me
As I am trying to amend

Have you even missed me?
You, I have definitely missed,
More than anything in the world
Let's get back to that list

The last scent
The last walk
The last time I hear that annoying beeping in your car that increases in volume because you didn't put your seat belt on before you started your car that drives me crazy because it's SO annoying...wait...my friend has the SAME car with the SAME annoying beeping. Damnit! (she knows what I mean)
The last talk

It's too hard to go on
To talk about all the last,
Things we did together,
That I don't want to admit have passed