So What if I Love You?

So what if I love you?
So what if I care?
You know it's true.
I know you're aware.

You may not have me,
but much of my heart.
It's clear to see
what's keeping us apart.

So what if I left him?
What would we do?
You'd go off to a war so dim
and I'd never see you.

You'd have my heart, not my hand,
and I guess that's okay.
I'd stare at the wedding band
and wish to see you each day.

Where would I stay?
I haven't a clue.
I can't stand being away,
but I would just for you.

Distance is hard,
but knowing you could be dead...
I would be scarred
if you returned-bullet in head.

So what if we did this?
So what if it's right?
You'd be who I miss
holding me tight.