Secretly, I Love You

I watch him secretly through my lashes
He knows how I tend to stare
But he does it too, so that must be okay
I like that he doesn't care

Friendship comes so easily
So we cherish it, save all the smiles
I hate the fact I sometimes miss you
Just stay for a little while.

Our lives just aren't meant to clash
And I feel bad when I want your lips
But just friends is all we can ever be
We're forced to follow life's script

It's sad that we can't express ourselves
But we can't ruin what we've got
I'm sorry that I want your touch
This is more complicated then we thought

My heart sometimes beats with jealousy
When I see the marks on your neck
When you talk, so deep in love
I hope its not our laughter I'll wreck

It's hard not to tell you what I feel
I feel as though I ruin what makes us tick
But don't you worry, I'll survive
Standing here, feeling so heartsick

But it's cool cause were just friends.