You are hiding, not just waiting. I know about this. now that i am stuck with a muscular problem and i am stuck using a cane. i am hiding too. not in a room or anything, but in my mind, but as you are waiting/hiding you tend to be by yourself and start to go mad.
The Poetry Knight

Well... I must say you have some genuine talent. I'm impressed by the construction of this poem. You've used very good words and that's also very properly. Lines very intense and thoughtful. Fantastic work!

Just keep on writing!