Being not near my boyfriend has been the worst time of my life.
Not seeing him, being able to hold him, kiss him, tell him i love him is hell.
So i sit here alone, with the wind blowing through my hair, with the tears I've cried many times slowly falling down my face missing him so much and thinking...
Thinking of the moments and memories we've shared together,
The good times and the bad,
The happy and the sad,
The laughter and tears,
The forgotten worries and fears.
I miss him so much, its unbearable.
It's true what people say... 'You don't realize what you've got till there gone'...
I always knew that i love him but since he's been away its just became more and more clearer how much i actually do love him.
He's my everything.
My sun, my moon, my stars that light the sky,
He lifts me higher than any other person has before
He completes me and my life is the best it can possibly be with him standing by my side, supporting me through everything life throws at us.
I just hope that one day i will be able to show how much i actually do love him and how much i really need him in my life as he keeps me going, hes my purpose, my reason, my will power to carry on....
