I ask what was this that we had
As you steal away in your armor clad
You leave me here to be forlorn
You leave me here, my heart is torn
My heart is torn between love and hate
You leave me here, hopeless and irate
I ask what was this that we had
I miss our times; good and bad
Run with a hardened heart, to and fro
Without ever knowing where to go
You push away, you want to be free
You push closer, you want to have me
What you want or need, you can't decide
But I cannot help you, I cannot guide
This you must find out on your own
Where, by your heart, you will be thrown
I ask you now what to do
When I love and hate this love for you
