Almost Losing

What can you do when you feel like you're hours away from watching someone you really love, die.
How would you react and refuse to say goodbye
It's like you wanna go up to them and tell them everything you feel.
Everything you're keeping and don't wanna reveal

The questions in your head keep haunting you and you can't stop thinking
They all make you get numb and start shaking
When once in your life you've lost someone, then you know how it feels
How the wound stays and never heals

How you can't let go of a minute without thinking about that person
How sad you become and look for some reason

The feeling of guilt all stays in you
& the people who understand are very few

Days go by and you're still sober
There won't be a minute when you don't wish it wasn't over.