So I wait it out.

There's no way of turning back what wasn't real,
There's no way to explain what I think, what I need, what I feel.
So I wait it out.

Once upon a time I believed in fairy tales
Now I'm stronger and less naive
I played the part, you broke my heart, I mourned for us, I cried
I thought we were supposed to last forever, I was supposed to be your bride.
Now I have nothing but bad days
I walk around in a zombie-like daze...
So I wait it out.

There's nobody like you, nobody has compared.
Others have tried
I've lied and lied
To try to forget but I just can't let go of what we had
I can only remember the good days, there's just nothing bad.
I'm so numb without you I can't even second look at another man
I've tried to feel the void, but it seems like nobody understands.
Now you've left me to my own devices
My own slow suicides, my own horrid vices.
There's nothing I can do
There's nothing I can say
To fix this in the slightest, even littlest of ways.
So I wait it out.

Someday I will make a house a home
And somebody will see what it's all worth
It's all a part of the cycle, live love death birth.
Even the inevitable hurts like it bleeds
Seeing red all the time, it just can't be it just can't be.
Destiny takes it's toll eventually
and Faith can destroy
I'm left without you wondering if all I was to you was a stupid toy?
Then I regret such a thought because I know at one point you really did care
Now I'm here, though, and you're all the way over there.
Someday you'll come home and I'll pick up the pieces
Or I'll at least die trying
Until then I'll fall asleep every single night crying
Because really, no matter what I do or say
I can't get over you, no matter what I do...there's just no way.

So I wait it out.