And even now...

And even now
After so much time has passed
I still feel an emptiness
Something my heart just can't bypass

A feeling so foreign
To my expressive heart
A feeling so incredible
That makes everything inside part

After all this time
After all the tears
After all the pain
After all the fear

I thought I was strong
I now know the truth
That my hurting inside
Is no more then unexperienced youth

No more then stupidity
That I seem to declare
No more then unseltedness
That leaves me so bare

I just can't let go
It doesn't feel right
To give up so easily
Without even one fight

But as I have said
So much time has now passed
It's time to let go
Even if my heart can't do that