Twisted fairytale.

Lying in his arms listening to his
heart beat, looking up at the stars.
i was in love and my heart was his
to take.

the way his eyes lit up when he smiled
was the best thing i've ever seen, and
spending almost every second with him
never got old. i could never stay mad at
him and i always knew at the end of the
day that i was his girl..and that was
enough for me.

that was only the beginning of my twisted
fairytale. i put everything i was in to what
we had. he was my whole entire life and i
was his, but the world outside
was noticing us gradually falling apart. i
never saw it coming but i guess it had to end.
it's what he needed at the time and just like
that, we were permanantely separated never
to be the same again.

i never wanted to get hurt, but i would rather
it be me and not him. the pain cut deep and
there will always be a scar. i watched him walk
away until he was completely out of sight knowing
i'd probably never see him again.

i got one summer to live out my dreams,
take everything for granted, and not not worry
about if i was making a mistake. i will never regret or
forget anything that happened. he will always
have a place in my heart, but i have to let him go before falling in love becomes something i never
want again.

my fairytale didn't end up how i imagined it,
but i would never want it to be different. so
from now on my story shall be put on the shelf
never to be removed, but every once in a while
dusted off so that i can relive the memories only
to feel the rush again.