The decision

Don't get me wrong, I honestly do love you
and a part of me is always going to
I've given you everything, you were my first
but at some point this has all become dispersed

I can never tell if your heart is really there
sometimes the thought is too much to bear
I just wish it could be like it used to be
way back when your top priority was me

It's hard to tell if you'd choose me or the drugs
but I'm going to leave you at that
And if you choose the drugs over me,
I'll see where your heart was always truly at