Chain my heart to the ground so you can stomp on it at will,
Rip the beating traitor from its dark home and throw it into the ocean so it may be lost forever.
A burden not worth looking for.
Don't hesitate, I want this.
Rip down my hope whilst my ego is inflated,
Make me regret ever thinking I'll be okay,
Tear out my wings before I get too high, keep me on my knees at your feet where I'm used to.
Happiness is just a myth.
Don't grow a conscience now, I need this.
Carve a smile into my face so I can never look betrayed after all you've done,
Stake your claim on me so that even though you don't want me, no one else is allowed to either.
Lie to me and tell me you love me, whilst you mean it with someone else.
Honesty is over rated.
Don't pause, you know I crave this.
Break apart every bit of me,
Destroy everything I am, everything I stand for.
Push me, just to see how far I'll fall.
Annihilate me completely,
Til not even my shadow is whole.
Stop hesitating,
It's too late to listen to your conscience now, the damage is done.
You can't pause anymore, nothing has ever stopped you hurting me before.
Don't you dare regret everything you do,
Because I want it, I need it, I crave your treatment of me.
Being hurt by you is the only way I can feel anymore.
You've taken away everything else, don't take away this.
