Did i deserved it?

You know, when you are really in love with someone ..
the tingling in the stomach, it hovers in the clouds for several days.
And all you can talk about is how incredibly in love, you have become.

So I felt for you, I have butterflies in the stomach for several weeks, I went in the clouds and I always had a smile on my lips.
And that is why I ask you, was it fun to hurt my feelings?
I gave you my heart, I opened myself to you and you were my everything ..
but still you go to my best friend and love with her behind my back.

You asked me on your knees just that I would give you a second chance.
a chance for you to show that you really love me,
a chance where you would show that she meant nothing.
So, therefore, I ask you again, was it fun to hurt my feelings?
I gave you a second chance,
how could I be so stupid ..?
I still loved you, so I gave you the chance to change your mind,
but what did you do?
I saw you in the city, kissed my best friend and took over at her, right in front of my eyes.
it was so much you loved me?
no, it was the proof that I not meant nothing for you.

And the day after, you leave me and says that you have been unfaithful to me with both my best friends. And you regretted that not ...
what I did wrong ..?
Did I deserved it?