I dont need you
My whole body's shaking and tears are building
I still don't need you
I feel this shrouding cloak of bitterness
I swear I don't need you
They may have woken the beast inside me
Accusations of being alive are slowly
Killing me from the inside out
This damaged state is now what I'm all about
I'm sinking in heartbreak today
It's just like every other day
I tried to prove to myself I'm only okay when you're gone
But I only proved myself wrong
Your perfect voice keeps rewinding in my head
I don't wanna feel lonely, smother me instead
Why are you still too far away from me?
You're still too far away
And I think, I'm gonna break again
As our memories fade completely
I still can't feel a thing
And I'm wondering, was there ever anything?
Cuz I wish I could breathe on my own
I wish I didn't miss you
Didn't need you like I do
I need you
But there's nothing I can do to save us
To get through to you
