Mom I'm sorry forgive me
i never meant to hurt you
i never met to do the things i did
i never wanted it to turn out this way
i never thought it would go this far
Mommy i need you cant you see that
i need you to wipe my tears away
i need you to hold me when i get scared
i need you for every thing
i need you here
Mom I'm soo scared
i want you to see that i have tryed
i want you to see that i have tryed to get along with you and every one elts
i want you to see that i have tryed not get in to these fights
i want you to see that i have trued to make u proud of me
i want you to see that i have tryed so hard to be the girl you want me to be
Mom I'm sorry
I'm sorry for my past
I'm sorry that I'm not who u want me to be
I'm sorry that i have let you down over and over
I'm sorry for the long nights the tears that we both cryed
I'm sorry i cant be that perfect girl
Mom i have let you down
that kills me to see that look in your eyes when i do wrong
that kills me when you cry
that kills me that you cant see that I'm drowning and I'm holding my hand out for help
that kills me that u cant see
that kills me inside and you can see
Mom I'm sorry I'm not perfect
I'm not what you thought i was going to me
I'm not all that smart
I'm not me
