Goodbye

Goodbye for now,
Sadly must I say.
I will be leaving for a while,
And today is the day.

There is something I'm missing,
Something I got to find.
These last few years,
I just wish I could rewind.

I lost myself sometime,
Not really sure when.
I lose myself now days,
Just how it started back then.

I pretend to laugh alot,
And I hide the pain.
This helps me alot,
keeps me from going insane.

I pretended too long,
And I can't do it anymore.
It always stays the same,
Now my heart is just too sore.

I live a lie,
And its not working for me.
I will be back soon,
Happy I want to be.