The Switch

I'm sick of all the fighting
I'm sick of all the pain
I'm sick of everything I've lost
While you just play this game

I opened up and let you in
In spite of all my fears
I told you my darkest truths
Despite my waking tears

I tried to talk, you listened
But to play this game
Use my words against me
It could never be the same

My secrets you opened,
And spread them around
In spite of my trust
We never found neutral ground

So in those beating moments
I lost my one "true" friend
You tore apart my trust in people
Brought my humanity to its end

They say its human to love
To know you're in your place
so maybe I don't belong here
In this human race

You say for non-belief I'm damned by god
You say this is my price for sin
Rip away my grips on life
Hold me by the shred of skin

I was tortured by religion
No god can bring me security
No god stands in my path
My freewill bathes in my purity

I'll show them up
I'll become the best
I wasn't good enough for you
I couldn't pass your test

From worthless to greatness
I'll make the d*** switch
I'll find a way to show you right
To fix this bug, fix this glitch

Pity isn't worth my time
I need the time to succeed
By myself, I'll find whats great
Leaves no time to bleed