Lying here looking at you picture hanging on the wall.. wondering when you were last here and if your coming back at all.. feeling so numb i cant feel anything. i stayed here because you asked me too.. promising me the world and then giving me a grain of sand. i guess your still somewhere in my heart. i will always love you. you carved out this piece of me that i can never get back, and even if i could it wouldn't matter because you have torn it to shreds. so now there is this gaping hole that only you can fill. the thing is i know you will never ever fill it because now you off with some other girl and you have seemed to forget your way back into my heart. if only you would call and ask for direction. i know your lost and scared. i actually thought you cared. but obviously you asked me not to die for your own selfish reasons. if i was dead would you have even cared? i guess not. the sad thing is i miss you like crazy and i need you in my life. no matter how many times you hurt, me you know i will always come back to you. I'm sorry but this time it will be different. i cant handle the pain you bring anymore. i need to escape and get away from it all. you will always be here in my heart along side the hole. we will always remain together forever.
