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by sarah jane vapor Aug 4, 2008 category : Sadness, depression / grieving, loss
Sleeping hushing I heard daddy, He said "take care of your mommy without envy." It was 3 in a morning, When mom got sick and dying. "hug your mommy he said", So she can feel warmth, I did. Smile, Pretendedly I know his heart hurt vastly. Dad brought his bike, then he said " I will be back, hold on tight.." --- The great brooding silence scared me! While mom is shaking hard up to knee. Utterly, when i felt warmth of mommy, I reminded something, womanâ??s voice loudly. " Princess, I have a gift its a doll, Common baby, come on to mommy, donâ??t get fall." Mom Hold my hand, and I didn't know what she meant. Tears fell down under my cheeks, and I heard she moaned and talked that was weak. I love you my child she said. please dont cry, please did. I hugged him and she hugged me too, she said " I need rest and I need to go to.." I love you mom I whispered, and her eyes blurred down turned to embed. She's breathless she is! I wanted to shout to get risk. No one is in there, all is lifeless every time I look up to where i see darkness. --- I reminded of daddy and I groaned, He didnâ??t came back through by his own. The whole house was enclosed of tear's, Know as daddy didnâ??t came back it was fear's. Mom what should I do? Please tell me, please tell me what to do! What if anything happened to him? U leaved and know daddy? my life will be dim. I sat down in a dark pretty edge, I bend my knees towards my chest. Without moving my head I heard siren, Noises of police man, something burden . ---- I slept though my mind is awake, Through this I can escape, but I know its too late. I'd seen lighten face of them that was mom and dad. they looked up to me and I cried so bad. Then the whitish light goes to gray, I am uncertain donâ??t know what to say. "Please be strong baby, You know what to do, Though were not in here anymore, we always there for you. I Love you they said, but this is the time. Just call us if u need help, were there anytime." My skinny face turned to pale, I tried to chased them, and yet I am fail. The great Brooding silence run to noise, I seen so many faces and heard some voice. "condolence they said, She's too young,its no aid." Cant handle it, donâ??t wonna cry please leave me alone, pretending for bye. --- I know alone , I dropped my self on floor want o remember something, I closed the door. 3 in a morning it happened past, My parents lost for that 3 in a morning, it is last.