Missing

Another week another disaster,
walking like i'm up in the air,
i tumble and i fall,
let the pain not hit,
even though i'm broken,
it didn't defeat me until over a day later,
when the tears wouldn't stop,
wasn't til then i knew,
i was i trouble,
not just mental but also fractured,
now to miss work,
even more depressing photography,
now i'm useless,
can't do anything for myself,
can't eat, can't sleep or anything else...
wanted out before now am in despair...
no longer want to be part of this...
pain too much to bare.