All this anger it's building up inside of my heart..
It's quickly tearing me apart
And sometimes I wish you would just leave....
After all you've done to hurt me..
Noone else seems to understand why I'm still here...
And honestly I can't believe myself that I've yet to disapear...
Every day, every moment I think about what you did..
And I have this heart breaking feeling under my left rib..
Contrary to popular belief some how I know you are sorry for what you said..
Your sorry because those words keep running threw my head..
You never really meant to hurt me..No all you wanted was revenge...
And you didn't care how it made me feel or how it twisted my mind into this bend..
Part of me loves you and part of me hates myself for giving you another try
I should of killed this feeling long ago and threw it away without a second thought of why?
Maybe this is all part of an illusion and you never loved me at all..
But you wanted to be the one that didn't fall...
Maybe one day I can forgive you for everything you ever did..
Maybe one day this feeling will leave my heart...
But until then dig that knife farther into my rib
Because I love you to much to break apart....
