The day was miserable out, dark, wet, dreary. I felt a shallowness, hollowness, a cold empty feeling surrounding me. Everything still, the bar-less trees stand silent. My mind is racing, i cant stop crying. Thinking about what just happen where it went all wrong. Wondering to myself if this really was fate, or did you have this planned all along.
I'm going back into my memory to the day we first met, i never believed in love at first sight until then, You and I were talking as if we known each other forever, or maybe in a different life. You took me out of my insecure shell, and made me feel complete. From that day on i always thought it would be you and me.
The way we kissed in the rain, and laughed over stupid things, the way when things were hard and we were in a struggle you always had a way of making everything all right, You stood by me when i became horrible and ugly inside. Why? Ill never understand.
The first time we kissed we sat outside with a blanket under the stars, talking and talking, holding each other close for warmth. I remember the way it felt the taste of your kiss, the way you became my drug and i was completely addicted.
When id cry, you'd wipe them tears, when you'd cry i was always there. We were what they call in love, and they say love makes you do crazy things, and with that quote id highly agree.
I would do anything for you, still to this day, you were once my entire world and I'm completely lost without your face, i knew i would love you forever until the day i die, and i told you that once, its almost been two years now, Ive still kept my promise, the flame never died.
I know for a fact things might not ever be the same, your with her now, almost a year, I'm with him, but i still have my hope i can turn back time and change that dreadful day.
The day i had to end it, The day was miserable out, dark, wet, dreary. I could not believe what just happened as i ran out running from our house, you put your hands on me a strait fist to my face. It was never supposed to happen this way.
So does this mean I'm sick because I'm still in love with you, I fell for your smile and everything we had, not the monster you turned into, for so long i thought that was you, was it? Or are you the crazy monster i now see every time i look into your eyes? Or did love posses you and make you do that?
Its not easy, not many people cant understand, I loved this man, with everything inside of me, and i still do, you cant fall out of love as easily as you fell into it. Love has pain, love has heartache, love will live on beyond us.
True Love Never Dies.
