Its been forever since I"ve felt this way. you can count on me thinking bout you every day. all the pain and tears i cry. its always so hard to say goodbye. thats why i hold on to whats left. your the only one who truly knows me best. i want you to be happy with whatever that may be. why cant you see, i never meant to leave you, i just wanted the best for you whatever that took. as i turn the pages in the book, the book of the life we live. i look back and forgive. the mistakes we made, i was crazy and thought it would turn out ok one day. but you love one and its not me and its not what i want. but my feelings will always be here even when your not near. ill still manage to find a way to get through. you told me I'm strong. I'm not a stranger nor am i yours. just know you will always mean the world to me and i will be that one who never hated you for your imperfections but yet i accepted and loved them, because thats what made you so.. you
