You cant deny

I thought about you today
and i couldn't help but laugh
the things we used to do
then i realize thats the past

i dreamt of you last night
and the way you'd sing so loud
i felt the tears falling
but made no sound

i sang our song yesterday
the one we both loved
and it wasn't the same
it just wasn't as fun

i heard your silly laugh
from so far away
i wanted to say hi
but you didn't dare look my way

why is it that we drifted so far apart?
when we used to be so close
we always stuck together
our friendship is all Ive ever known

i tried to let it go
but like a baby i tend to hold on
and i wish you would understand
but you wont cuz your gone

completely out of sight
out of mind, body, and soul
not one day passes that i don't miss you
i just wish you could know

this unbearing heartache
throbbing inside
the loss of our friendship
its just something you cant deny