My thoughts i cant put into words
and
My emotions i cant express.
I cant write what i truly want to because what I feel is so strong that there aren't any perfect words to describe them.
I cant express anything because I never learned how to. All I know is that I feel things, but I cant express them.
All these bottled up thoughts and emotions are coming out, but I really dont want them to. I hid them for so long that I dont want to see what they look like today. It seems like I am the only living thing that has felt and thought like this. No one can relate to my deepest, most inner thoughts and feelings. This is what I mean when I say "Lost in my world, searching desperately for a way out."
These bottled up things are changing me, some changes are good and some are more evil than the devil. I see life for more than it is or is it less than what it is. I've tried to be normal, but there is no such thing as being normal there is basically only you and everyone else.
